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What exists
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I'm an Artist. I'm creating and experiencing Art in every aspect of my life. In my head or through my hands, I completely unleash my creative spirit and venture far and deep into my soul, mind and creation itself. I love not knowing what exactly I'm going to bring into existence. I love the processes of searching, reveling and learning involved into the act of creating. I'm enjoying the journey and the awe it fills me up with.
To bring stroke by stroke into the physical world, a unique manifestation of the truth I carry inside, is a beautiful journey for my soul.
I love writing, drawing, painting and handcrafting different items. When I'm creating I'm very productive, I can even become consumed by it (to a point of headache and starvation). But I also have my periods of stillness, when I just sit back and enjoy other Artist's artworks and express my creativity in other ways.
One of those ways is "melting" together profound, beautiful and inspirational Art and Quotes into a unique fusion of my soul's truth. I'm grateful to all those Artists and Authors for their Inspiration, Insight and their Visionary work. I'm always trying to name the Artist/Author, but unfortunately that's not always possible. For the times I fail to do so – I beg your pardon.
I'm in Love with Life. I'm in Love with my Experience. It was a bumpy ride for awhile, but it seems like the hardships are light years away from me now. What's left from them is the understanding... In my heart I forgave those who have wronged me a long time ago. But embracing this past version of myself, as part of myself, understanding her suffering, forgiving and healing her, took me much longer. It took me a long way to get to the center of me. It was the road that was separating me from this center; it was the road that led me to it...
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Don't think you have wasted time. The path isn't about always doing the right thing and not making mistakes. It's about your experiences, lessons and growth. It's your path and yours alone, and no one will ever know or feel it the way you do. No one but you can judge you. And I do not mean blaming, but self-reflecting, forgiving yourself and moving on. Because no one deserves your forgiveness more, and no one will be more purified by it than you...
Some people never lose touch with their center and go through their lives smoothly – no confusion no struggle. But others... It takes for them to endure the most excruciating pain in order to experience the bliss of their own soul.
You might live unconsciously for years, but if you're meant to... Somewhere down the road you start listening to the voice of your soul and its guidance. And it can only lead you deeper and deeper into yourself and deeper into everything...
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Dimensions in dimensions in dimensions in dimensions in...
I know that a lot of people hearing someone talking about God are probably rolling their eyes while imagining an archetypal figure – an old man watching over us from the skies perhaps. That's not the meaning that I put into the word.
God is Everything that Exists. The Creator and the Creation. The Absolute. Ultimate Awareness. Consciousness Itself. He's observing the rock, the wind the blade of grass and he's the awareness residing in them. He's me. He's you. He's Experiencing his Creation Through Each One of Us. Differently. In some of us he doesn't believe in himself. In some of us he has the honor of meeting himself.
~ And God is Love ~
Pure Unconditional Love. And yes, he is all forgiving. That's what unconditional implies. Unless in man – man are known to hold grudge...
To bring stroke by stroke into the physical world, a unique manifestation of the truth I carry inside, is a beautiful journey for my soul.
I love writing, drawing, painting and handcrafting different items. When I'm creating I'm very productive, I can even become consumed by it (to a point of headache and starvation). But I also have my periods of stillness, when I just sit back and enjoy other Artist's artworks and express my creativity in other ways.
One of those ways is "melting" together profound, beautiful and inspirational Art and Quotes into a unique fusion of my soul's truth. I'm grateful to all those Artists and Authors for their Inspiration, Insight and their Visionary work. I'm always trying to name the Artist/Author, but unfortunately that's not always possible. For the times I fail to do so – I beg your pardon.
I'm in Love with Life. I'm in Love with my Experience. It was a bumpy ride for awhile, but it seems like the hardships are light years away from me now. What's left from them is the understanding... In my heart I forgave those who have wronged me a long time ago. But embracing this past version of myself, as part of myself, understanding her suffering, forgiving and healing her, took me much longer. It took me a long way to get to the center of me. It was the road that was separating me from this center; it was the road that led me to it...
.......................................................................................................................................................
Don't think you have wasted time. The path isn't about always doing the right thing and not making mistakes. It's about your experiences, lessons and growth. It's your path and yours alone, and no one will ever know or feel it the way you do. No one but you can judge you. And I do not mean blaming, but self-reflecting, forgiving yourself and moving on. Because no one deserves your forgiveness more, and no one will be more purified by it than you...
Some people never lose touch with their center and go through their lives smoothly – no confusion no struggle. But others... It takes for them to endure the most excruciating pain in order to experience the bliss of their own soul.
You might live unconsciously for years, but if you're meant to... Somewhere down the road you start listening to the voice of your soul and its guidance. And it can only lead you deeper and deeper into yourself and deeper into everything...
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After living unconsciously for two-thirds of my life, then "half consciously" for a number of years, I received the greatest blessing of my life. I became aware of the infinite nature of existence. A flow of life with no beginning and no end.
Dimensions in dimensions in dimensions in dimensions in...
~ And I felt God ~
I know that a lot of people hearing someone talking about God are probably rolling their eyes while imagining an archetypal figure – an old man watching over us from the skies perhaps. That's not the meaning that I put into the word.
God is Everything that Exists. The Creator and the Creation. The Absolute. Ultimate Awareness. Consciousness Itself. He's observing the rock, the wind the blade of grass and he's the awareness residing in them. He's me. He's you. He's Experiencing his Creation Through Each One of Us. Differently. In some of us he doesn't believe in himself. In some of us he has the honor of meeting himself.
~ And God is Love ~
Pure Unconditional Love. And yes, he is all forgiving. That's what unconditional implies. Unless in man – man are known to hold grudge...
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What exists
And what will be
The I is to decide
We are the trees
We are the seeds
The very core
Of peace
We are the paint
We are the hand
GOD's masterpiece
Called "Self"
We kill
And kiss
Towards the realm
Of crystal clarity and bliss
Life is... Amazing...
And when we allow ourselves
To be amazed to our true capacity
Which is infinite and absolute
To feel and be
This pure unconditional love
And let it run through us
And heal our wounds and scars
Let it flow and manifest itself
In our thoughts, voice and deeds
And repair all which is broken
And find all who are lost
Then we'll all know
How to truly give and receive love
To see beyond our human site
And cherish the bliss
Of being one with the whole
Eternal spirit of love
Knowing... Searching... Being...
GOD
Life is beautiful
And I am beautiful
I am grateful for the path
I've walked so far
I'm grateful for this moment
If I experience any difficulties
or have tough time today
I'll be strong and I'll handle
things with positive attitude
I will be fine
I won't allow the less aware
part of myself to bring me down
Instead I will rise it up
I am making the conscious
decision to be happy
To elevate my spirit
and be kind to myself
To go deeper into myself
and listen well
To seek better understanding
and strive to unfold and experience
the truth in everything
To be aware of sickness and evil
but let them not poison my soul
I won't allow to be misguided
and pulled into false believes
I won't allow fear to enter my soul
I choose to be understanding
and compassionate
To assume less
To see God's light in people
And honor it
To enjoy the diversity of life
To respect and cherish
those dear to my heart
To love them unconditionally
To help the souls I encounter
and appreciate their help
To forgive others
as I forgive myself
for my misdeeds
I acknowledge that I don't always
live by those words
and I forgive my self for it
I still have a lot of layers to remove
And a lot of learning to do
I am grateful
I am growing
I am happy
I love you
Thank you
I am growing
I am happy
I love you
Thank you
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